i like to keep my issues strong;

Well, I've hit a bump in the road. 

Seriously.

Well, not only did I hit one, but I guess you can say my (ex)boyfriend did as well.

We're not together, but at the same time, we're going to be together tomorrow.

Does that make sense?

Ladies & Gents, word of advice; If you think it might be wrong, don't do it!!!

Everyone that knows me, knows that I like to joke around with my straight friends, & "flirt" with them. 

I see it as a harmless gesture.

Nothing serious.

I mean, there's a reason they're straight, right?...

So why is it bad if I joke around with them?

Well, my Best Friend & I were taking an awesome nap, & had a very rude awakening.

Turns out that my boyfriend decided to dump me, because I was joking around with a friend, saying that we'll have a "naughty Skype session."

Now, another thing that people know about me, is that as a gay individual, I know my limits. 

I never seriously flirt with any guy that is "straight."

Reason being, is that I don't want my teeth knocked down my throat.

It's not like I can't do damage to anyone, because mark my words, the day that anyone actually throws a fist at me, will be a day that they regret the rest of their lives...But, that's a different story.

What I'm trying to figure out is; Am I in the wrong here, or is Matthew?

Should I have known weather or not to joke in such a "flirtatious" way, or did Matthew over react to the whole situation?

I. Don't. Know.

What I do know is this: Just because you're angry with someone, doesn't mean you should make accusations, & jump to conclusions.

I'm not sure how tomorrow will go, but I'm sure that we'll be fine. 

Just a misunderstanding, right?...

Ironically, it's storming outside...Perfect for today's occasion.

The occasion?

Heart Break, Sadness, Anger, Florence + The Machine, 5 hour naps, & everything in between.

Happy Tuesday, everyone!

Hope yours was better than mine.

♥♥♥

that's a wrap;

Well, this weekend was...different, to say the least. I'm definitely re-thinking this whole "hard alcohol" situation, if you guys can catch my drift... Yeah, I think I'm going to stick with beer & champagne from now on! I just finished recovering from a weird Friday night, & I surely do not want to feel like that again! Other than that, all-in-all, this weekend was a good one. A couple fights here and there with my boyfriend & I, but I mean...It's bound to happen, right? I'm over it. Sometimes I wonder weather or not I'm making him as happy as he makes me. Who knows? Only him, I suppose. 

It kind of sucks though; I recently got in contact with an ex boyfriend, (whom I dated for a year) for reasons that don't involve a relationship. Thank God. I don't really need any of that anymore.

Anyway, Friday night, my boyfriend & I went along with my best friend Alex, to stay in Michigan at her Dad's house. It was alright, I guess. The only bad part was an argument with Matthew, & baby-sitting an eleven year old, & a six year old. 

Last night, my Matthew & I headed back to the city, & had a night inside. Great night, other than another terrible argument... It didn't end well.

Well, I slept it off, & today, I sat on my butt, & played Enter The Matrix for 5 hours straight...Obsessed much? I think so :)

I'm ending my post & my night by posting a few pictures from the weekend. I hope everyone else had an interesting weekend. I know I did. Happy...Monday! Ha, I need sleep.

Here's Cuddles, my best friend's cat...Clearly, he doesn't like to watch me blog, because he grabbed my arm, & bit me! >:( Adorable, none-the-less ♥

My best friend & I...Totally sober ♥ (I'm clearly trying to be too much of a diva here)

 Family Photo! Matthew, Alex, & I ♥ (Matty obviously can't keep his hands to himself) [cover your eyes kiddies]

 She'll kill me for this, but I had to put it up. Aren't we just awful? Vodka = Embarrassing pictures, & horrid hang-overs. Sweet dreams, lovers ♥ (forgive me for looking like a mess, I just can't help myself)

♥♥♥

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Dot Dot Dot;

Not really sure what to blog about...This past weekend has been a rough one. If I were to tell you all, it would be on a crazy, personal level. I'm just not ready for that.

Instead, I'll just post a couple photos from my weekend, with my boyfriend.

He's the best. <3

Well, that's all I have for now. Sorry.

Happy Wednesday <3

Prom Fashion Show!

Hey everyone! Tonight is the Prom Fashion Show, at my high school. All the ladies & gentlemen that will be at prom will show off some dressed & tuxes! Some of them are the attire that they'll be wearing the day of prom, & others will just be modeling. I would love to watch, but, I'm going to be selling PIZZA! Hahaha, just goes to show how active I am in my schools extra curricular activities. However, there is a plus to all this; 

Tonight, I'm rocking my Jeffrey Campbell Litas! They were a gift from my lovely boyfriend, on Valentines day! Along with a bouquet of roses, & the sweetest card ever! 

I have a 4 day weekend starting tomorrow, & I hope to make it a productive one. I don't feel like sitting on my ass, & since I have barely any access to a computer anymore, I'm going to do as much as I can. I will definitely post pictures, and talk about my time off from school, on Monday. Hopefully. 

Since I haven't posted a "song of the week" in the past couple weeks, I'm about to throw one in!

I'm not sure if any of you are familiar with City & Colour, but the vocalist from Alexis On Fire is he. His name is Dallas Green, & he has the voice of an angel. I listen to this song almost every night before I go to bed, because the lyrics are absolutely gorgeous. I've taken a liking to acoustic music, every since my best friend brought it into my life. Well, I'm off to pick up some pizzas, and go spend time with friends. Happy Thursday everyone! Xoxo

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She's a sweetheart. ♥

Apology;

Well, I am sad to say that my blogging has been interrupted. My Grandmother has gone crazy, & done something absolutely insane to my computer. Basically, I have no access to a computer anymore, & now I have to blog as often as I can, on my boyfriend's computer. Ugh...This sucks, really. I've been under so much stress lately, with school, home, friends, etc...I don't really know what to say at this point, because my mind has been all jumbled up. Sorry. Boo me.

Meals On Wheels;

Well, I don't know about you guys, but I am SO ready for Summer to arrive! This cold weather is killing me, & I just can't wait to soak up the sun! But in the mean time, I guess I'll have to deal with this bummer weather. :(

Today, I went to Boone Grove with my boyfriend, best friend, & my friend Claudia. :) It was kind of a vocational visit for students that want to join a culinary class, (which Claudia & Alex are in) but I just went so that Alex could get extra credit ;)

Alex; Left - Claudia; Right

They make some very good food, so I was excited to eat! Haha. Alex made these awesome chocolate cupcakes, topped with a chocolate frosting, along with Ferrero Rondnoir chocolates! Ugh, they were amazing. & I wish I could explain to you how tasty the salad that Claudia made, was! Ugh, I had two plates :) 

Just to give you an idea of how awesome of a pastry chef Alex is going to be, take a look at a couple of desserts she made ♥

Monster Cupcakes! :)

These gorgeous PINK floral cupcakes were to die for! 

Well, that's all I have for today! I'll be sure to give you all an update on the next two days, on Friday! But for now, Happy Wednesday! ♥ xoxo 

MySlutBook;

Well, this might be a wee bit harsh, but honestly, I don't care. 95% of the social website "MyYearbook" are slutty boys and girls. I mean really, have any of you seen this website lately?! I've had an account on there since...Hm, '07, & it has really changed for the worse! All it is, is people trying to hook up, sext, & to go on a "live feed" chat. I've noticed this for a while, but it really bothered me when I started seeing 8,000 penis', every other time I would refresh the page. It use to be such a fun website to meet a lot of new people, but now it's just so damn sexual, it's hard to log into it. I'm thinking about just deleting my account, because it's really starting to get annoying. Ugh, sorry if you're a reader, & shaking your head, because all you ever do is try to get everyone's number. If you don't like my opinions, oh duh eff waylll...Today's just not a good day. But, on the bright side, I have a job interview tomorrow! Wish me luck everyone, because I really am tired of being a broke azz h03. Hahaha, Happy Monday! Xoxo <3

Success;

Well, I am very proud of myself. Sorry to be so blunt, but I'm f*cking awesome today! Haha. I came home from a video game filled night with a few friends, did ALL of the house work, & even squeezed in a couple hours of practice with my Baritone Saxophone :) I have this event coming up, called the ISSMA contest. Now in case any of you don't know what "ISSMA" is, it stands for Indiana State School Music Association. Haha, that's a mouth full! Well, for the past couple weeks, I've been working on my very first solo! This is my second year in Jazz Band, & I'm in the advanced class, so it's a lot of hard work! I've been in concert band for...4 years now, (yes, I take two band classes) & that also is a lot of work. A total of 6 years playing the Bariton Sax, & I'm looked upon by my teachers as one of their "Best Students." Haha, so disappointment really isn't an option for me, here. I'm trying to work as hard as I can, because my school had won a gold rating for about...40-something consecutive years! Now, could you imagine being the one to cause the school to get a silver? </3 I would not be happy with myself, & my teachers would definitely not be happy with me! In case you haven't realized it by now, this contest is extremely important to me, & I would give anything to win this gold rating! Well, now that I'm done rambling about all that, the reason I'm saying all this, is because I've finally perfected my solo! <3 It's quite long, & the tune itself it very, very complicated! It took me a while to write in all the sharp notes, & flat notes that I was missing, but in the end, it was well worth it. I'm so proud of myself, I can't even explain! I think I deserve a treat ;) Haha! Where in the Hell is my boyfriend when you need to pop open a bottle of champagne, & relax a bit!? Lol, only playing. He's on his way to his parents house about 4 hours away from where I am, so I won't see him until tomorrow, but it's worth the wait. He just told me that he ordered my Valentine's Day gift! :o Haha, I'm dying to know what it is, but patience is a virtue, right? Little does he know that I'm planning on getting him some Giorgio Armani, Acqua Di Gio cologne! Haha, he's been obsessing over it for a while, & I'm sure that he'll love it. I'm also going to make him a home made V-Day card, because what's better, than something that comes from the heart? <3 Well...That, & a $50 bottle of cologne! Hahaha (: Well, I'm going to go spend some time with my Best Friend! ...& Shower...I smell! >:O

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I wish you all a very happy Saturday! <3 xoxo

Over It;

Have any of you ever been in that situation, where you tried to help & defend a close friend of yours, & they completely turn it around, & make you look like the bad guy? Well, if not, it SUCKS! I'm so tired of being friends with people who don't appreciate the things I do for them. One minute, we're fine, & the next, they're calling me & flipping a wig over something I did, because I care for them. I'm sick of it. If you don't like the things I do for you, because I hold you dearly to my heart, then you're not a true friend. This really hurts me, yet at the same time, it makes me wiser. It gives me a lesson to learn, & I'm definitely learning from my mistake. I will no longer associate with someone who takes me for a person that will always crawl back. As far as being there for you, like I always said I will, you will never hear from me again. I'm over it.