Off Roading;

Hey everyone! So I feel bad for not being able to blog lately. Things have been getting super stressful, & I just have not been able to sit down in peace, & talk about things. But, now is the perfect chance. This past weekend was just a relaxing weekend with my boyfriend. We didn't do much at all. We ate, slept, & watched T.V! Haha. Yesterday...Well, it was a bad day yesterday. Very bad. Better left unsaid/typed. BUT, on the bright side, I have an interview for a job, hopefully sometime this week! It's about damn time too! LOL!

I took this picture today with my old friend, Jessica. I checked out a book called "The Best Of Me," by Nicholas Sparks. I'm pretty excited. It looks like an amazing book, & I could really use the A.R points for my English grade. If you guys have read the book, you should give me some opinions. I would love to see what you guys think about it. 

Well, Happy Tuesday, everyone! ♥

Song Of The Week!

Well, since it's Friday, that means that's it's time for the "song of the week." I'm disappointed, because I haven't had the time to blog this past week, but now that I do have the time, it couldn't be any perfect. 

The band that I've been listening to for the past few days has been a favorite of mine for a few months now. They're called "Isles & Glaciers." 

The band is pretty much made up of members from other bands; Some including Chiodos, Pierce the Veil, Underminded, Emarosa, etc...

The vocalists are Jonny Craig (vocalist for Dance Gavin Dance) & Craig Owens. (vocalist for Chiodos)

 

This song, "Viola Lion" is my obsession of the week. I can't seem to stop listening to it. I think it's because of the lyrics. I don't really know how to explain them, but they really speak to me. There's a line in the song that goes; "Diamond, diamond are you all in the sky? I can't believe all of these beautiful lies. As they surround me, I will take a photograph of the sky."  

Ugh...Gets me Every. Single. Time.

Well, that's all I have for now. I'm sorry this was so dull. I'm not feeling my best today, or even for the past week, for that matter. I hope you all have an amazing weekend! Happy Friday! <3 xoxo

From Worse, To Worse? ;

Well, all good things must come to an end...Ha, just kidding; But, if there is someone in your life that you know is dragging you behind, do you really want to keep them in your life? My answer is NO! I had this friend. He was the only gay guy I could tolerate being around in this town, because the rest of them annoy me; Anyways, we became friends last year, around October. I helped him come out of the closet, by letting him know that not everyone's opinion matters. So, eventually, he came to his senses, & decided to not be afraid anymore. Well, we've been best friends ever since...That is, until about a month ago. Myself, my boyfriend, and my three best friends all decided to have a little party of our own. Well, while Me, my boyfriend, & one of my friends went to the store, David (that's his name) & another friend became close in the time. I guess they got really close, and it seemed that after that day, they were obsessed with each other...Like, literally. One person would post something on Facebook, & the very next second, the other would "like" it. I mean, okay, that didn't bother me all that much, but it's when he completely stopped talking to me for about a week. Eventually, I asked him why he was mad at me, and he began to explain that I never include him in anything that I do, blah blah blah. & My other friend felt the same way...Ugh, I'm ranting. Long story, short; All of that turned into everyone accusing the next person of talking about them, and now it's a huge mess. Him & I are no longer friends, & the other friend of mine is quickly sliding out of the picture as well. That brings me to about...4 important people I've lost from my life, in the past 2 months. Ugh, am I doing something wrong? Blah, I hope this is a good week...I could use it.

Best Friends;

Hey everyone! Go take a look at my best friend's blog! :) She's pretty awesome, and her blog is so beautiful! If you like cooking, then she's the girl to go to <3

http://sweetlikegeorgiapeaches.blogspot.com/

Snow Day ;

Ahhh, today is so relaxing! My best friend & I are sitting here, in lazy clothes, listening to amazing acoustic music; & what better day to do it on, then on a snow day? We were let out of school early, because of a snow storm, & now we're inside a warm house (: 

Even though it's beautiful, the snow is so pretty! ♥

Happy Friday, everyone! Be safe, & warm ♥

Rampage! ;

I've had a terrible last couple days. Legit. Yesterday, it was a good day, until my old best friend started talking sh*t about/to me. Then he & I started to figure things out, and just when I thought my day was getting better, my boyfriend turns into a grouch! So I'm sitting with him, at my best friends house, all grumpy, then he gives me a kiss, which makes things better.. So, my best friend, he, & I are all going to go to the city last night, and of course, that gets ruined! My grandpa is being his usual drunk self, and tells me no, and gets all pissy with me...So of course, my whole night is ruined! So, I think of it as something that I'll get over in an hour or so; WRONG. I get home, and my grandparents are sitting there, demanding everything out of me. Keep in mind, that it's 11 at night. So while I'm doing all this cleaning, they're sitting on their asses, in our living room, talking up a storm about me. So, I just go to sleep...I wake up this morning, hoping for a good day, and my grandparents are already making my brothers scrub the freaking house from top to bottom (not really, but it makes the story intense ;) & I'm barely awake, and my grandpa starts yelling at me to clean the kitchen...So I'm doing dishes, laundry, re-arranging everything, putting things up, vacuuming,  & all this stuff, & I hear my grandpa say "I can't wait til they move out." UHM, hello?! I'm right here! I clean everything in the house, literally every day, & you have the nerve to say that you can't wait til I leave!? Ugh...I really hope this day gets better, or I'm going to be one angry bird >:I

Pep Talk;

- - - -"Well, I didn't really do much. I think one of my biggest inspirations is Jeffree Star. He's definitely my idol, but like...it didn't start out with him. I started with my old idol, Davey Havok. I noticed he was a guy who looked good with make-up, and that's what I wanted, (at first!) so I started wearing eye liner and mascara. But that's as far as I wanted to go. Then in 7th grade, I was introduced to Jeffree, and I wanted everything he had. Hair, make-up, everything. But I didn't want to rip him off, so I didn't do anything. Plus, I wasn't "out" yet. So my freshman year, I started wearing this silver eye liner, and one day I put it ALL over my eye lid, and it looked like eye shadow. So, I started wearing eye shadow... & I guess one thing snow balled into another. It was very hard at first, but like...I wanted to be who I was. Now, with me , I don't want to be a female. I've never thought of getting a sex change. I've never even like...worn woman's underwear. Haha! I just like the idea of being able to have kind of an alter ego. Like...I can be a man, but at the same time, look like a chick. I don't consider myself a "tranny," or "drag queen." I consider myself David. That's it. I don't want to be "boy or girl," I'd rather be David."


- - - - This is what I told someone, when they asked how I became who I am. If ever, do I make it big in this world, these will be the words that spill from my lips. They seem very real to me. Happy Monday, everyone! xoxo

Song Of The Week!

Well, I'm obsessed...Literally obsessed. Ask anyone that knows me, and they'll tell you that I love Jeffree Star! He's one of my idols, an amazing artist, and he loves his fans!

"serial killer inspired finger tattoos ;)" -Jeffree Star

This is just a photo that I took from the most famous fansite, Jeffree'sWorld. I'll post a link below!

http://jeffreesworld.com/

Jeffree just recently posted a link to his brand new website, which is yet to be completed.

http://popsiclemusic.com/home/

This is Jeffree Star's demo, "Virginity." He is set to release a new EP, which comes out on Valentines Day. Unfortunately, this song did not make it onto the EP, however, there will be seven songs total, and he has already released the names of 4 songs.

-Best Night Ever

-Blow Me

-Prom Night!

-Legs Up

Out of all seven songs, Jeffree is picking two from the EP to be released as singles, meaning there will be two new music videos!

The EP will be digital only, meaning that this music will only be available on iTunes, Amazing MP3, and ALL digital outlets! 

You guys have no idea how happy I am, just to see Jeffree Star doing so well! I've loved him for years, and he's doing what he does best! I hope you all enjoy this! Give me feed back, I'd love to know what you guys think! Oh, & of course, Happy Friday! <3 xoxo

Tank Top Weather, Is Better Weather;

Well, it happened...It finally snowed. It's snowed earlier, and it continues to snow. I hate this. I hate Winter. I don't know what it is, but it kills me. I just recently saw this study on "depression" during the cold season, & it seems to be very true. Like...I don't get in a "I'm going to hide in my room with the lights off, listen to death metal, light 10 candles, and slit my wrist" kinda of mood...I just get bummed out. It was 59 degrees outside yesterday, and it was very nice out this morning, but then it turned to ';lkjhgfdsa </3 I'll survive, I suppose...I just need a lot of Mountain Dew, grilled cheese, Coheed & Cambria, & a warm blanket. It's hibernation time for me...Haha, just kidding. I don't have the patience to just sit inside all day. But, if I did, that's what my day would consist of. & my boyfriend, of course (: Anyway, tomorrow is "song of the week" day for me! In case you didn't know, one of my idols is Jeffree Star! I'm sure that if you guys listen to him, and keep up with him, you'll know what it is (: Ta-ta for now! xoxo

Racism Isn't Cute;

So, I just got done watching this video. I'm not sure how many people have seen it, but it's a video of these two girls living in Arizona, complaining about "Illegal Immigrants." I just wanted to say, that I have never been more disgusted in my life! I would post it, but these girls were getting so many death threats, that they closed their Youtube account, and I'm unable to find it. A friend posted the video on my wall, because we were having a conversation about it in our English class today, and that's how I saw it. I will post a link to my Facebook account, if anyone wants to take a look at it. Maybe you'll be able to see it. I don't recommend watching it though, because you might get enraged. I have never been so angry about something. This is so disrespectful, and very very very offensive! The fact that they thought they were being cute in the video makes it about 1,000x worse! My body was shaking, I was so pissed. Ugh...I can't even talk about it anymore.

 http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1403383855

If you can't see or watch the video, just send me a friend request, telling me that you saw this, and I would be glad to add you as a friend (: Good luck...

Song Of The Week!

So I'm going to start this new thing, where I post a song that I've "obsessed" over, that week. Of course, everyone who knows me personally, knows that I am absolutely, 110% obsessed with Florence + The Machine.

The singer, Florence Welch, is beyond gorgeous! Her voice is so powerful, and heart melting. I could listen to her for hours. She just recently released a new album, titled "Ceremonials." If you're a fan, and you haven't listened to it yet, it's an absolute must! 

Here's the album cover, which is very beautiful! 

The song that I've chosen, is "No light, No light." I can say that this is probably one of my favorite songs of all time. It's so powerful, and even spiritual in a way. The lyrics are breath taking, and the video is amazing. It kind of freaked me out at first, but it's so unique, and such a work of art! I love it, so much! I find this nothing short of an obsession. 

I hope you all enjoy this track! There will be plenty more where this came from! Once again, if you haven't listened to this album, or the band, they're both fantastic! Feel free to leave a comment, and tell me what you think :) Also, I would love to hear new music. If you would like, let me know of any bands or artists that you enjoy, and I would love to give them a listen! 

Happy Friday! <3

Well...What The Hell?

You know, it's always bothered me, that some people think it's alright to talk shit about me, because I'm gay. "Oh, he's gay. That makes him a minority. Let's talk shit." Uhm, no. That's not how it works. Just because I look the way I look, doesn't mean that you can automatically talk about me in a negative way. For example (one of my favorites) ; "Oh, he wants to be a girl." Well let me give you guys a reality check; NO. I don't want to be a girl. Just because I "look" like a female, doesn't necessarily mean I want to be one. Some of you girls out there that say you "support" gay rights, are the ones talking the most crap! It's not okay to target someone's sexuality, just because you don't like them. You talk shit, I'm going to talk shit as well. Simple. Doesn't mean I want to; I'm  just lashing out the way I taught myself to. I'm ranting on about this, because some girl (who I've never spoken to in my life) that I'm friends with on Facebook, decided to talk crap about me. For no reason. I posted on her wall, saying "My Labia's got swagger. Bmad." Now I said this, AS A JOKE,  and she freaks out and says, "YOU DO NOT HAVE A LABIA. YOU DESIRE ONE. YOU'VE PROBABLY WISHED FOR ONE ON MULTIPLE OCCASIONS SUCH AS 11:11, NIGHT AND DAY." Now...Okay, that was a little ridiculous. After that, her and her little friends decided to all talk crap about me. I wasn't aware of this, until I logged on today...Honestly, this is getting old. Yes, I've noticed that I've been ranting on and on about stuff that doesn't necessarily like...Fall into order? But, it makes sense, in my mind. 

Well Hey, Strangers!

Oh, hi! It's been some time since I last blogged, but of course, I've been on Winter Break, and we all need some time to get away. I've spent the past week with my boyfriend, in the city, and I couldn't be happier. He's such a sweet heart! Last night was amazing! Lot's of friends, plenty of drinks, and many laughs! It couldn't have been more perfect! Christmas was also fun. I had a lot of family over, and my house was LOUD. Hahaha, it was amazing though (: I go back to school on Thursday, & I'm actually happy. I kind of want to go back. I miss some of my friends that I never see outside of school, and it would feel nice to have something to do during the day, haha. I hope everyone had an amazing New Year, and I hope you all are having a nice recovery ;)

Here's another sneak peek from the photo shoot a couple weeks ago! :) 

& this lovely man would be my boyfriend. He looks good with a beard, don't you think? <3 (I made him grow it out) Haha, I love him!

Have a wonderful night, everyone! <3