Pep Talk;

- - - -"Well, I didn't really do much. I think one of my biggest inspirations is Jeffree Star. He's definitely my idol, but like...it didn't start out with him. I started with my old idol, Davey Havok. I noticed he was a guy who looked good with make-up, and that's what I wanted, (at first!) so I started wearing eye liner and mascara. But that's as far as I wanted to go. Then in 7th grade, I was introduced to Jeffree, and I wanted everything he had. Hair, make-up, everything. But I didn't want to rip him off, so I didn't do anything. Plus, I wasn't "out" yet. So my freshman year, I started wearing this silver eye liner, and one day I put it ALL over my eye lid, and it looked like eye shadow. So, I started wearing eye shadow... & I guess one thing snow balled into another. It was very hard at first, but like...I wanted to be who I was. Now, with me , I don't want to be a female. I've never thought of getting a sex change. I've never even like...worn woman's underwear. Haha! I just like the idea of being able to have kind of an alter ego. Like...I can be a man, but at the same time, look like a chick. I don't consider myself a "tranny," or "drag queen." I consider myself David. That's it. I don't want to be "boy or girl," I'd rather be David."


- - - - This is what I told someone, when they asked how I became who I am. If ever, do I make it big in this world, these will be the words that spill from my lips. They seem very real to me. Happy Monday, everyone! xoxo