Off Roading;

Hey everyone! So I feel bad for not being able to blog lately. Things have been getting super stressful, & I just have not been able to sit down in peace, & talk about things. But, now is the perfect chance. This past weekend was just a relaxing weekend with my boyfriend. We didn't do much at all. We ate, slept, & watched T.V! Haha. Yesterday...Well, it was a bad day yesterday. Very bad. Better left unsaid/typed. BUT, on the bright side, I have an interview for a job, hopefully sometime this week! It's about damn time too! LOL!

I took this picture today with my old friend, Jessica. I checked out a book called "The Best Of Me," by Nicholas Sparks. I'm pretty excited. It looks like an amazing book, & I could really use the A.R points for my English grade. If you guys have read the book, you should give me some opinions. I would love to see what you guys think about it. 

Well, Happy Tuesday, everyone! ♥

Song Of The Week!

Well, since it's Friday, that means that's it's time for the "song of the week." I'm disappointed, because I haven't had the time to blog this past week, but now that I do have the time, it couldn't be any perfect. 

The band that I've been listening to for the past few days has been a favorite of mine for a few months now. They're called "Isles & Glaciers." 

The band is pretty much made up of members from other bands; Some including Chiodos, Pierce the Veil, Underminded, Emarosa, etc...

The vocalists are Jonny Craig (vocalist for Dance Gavin Dance) & Craig Owens. (vocalist for Chiodos)

 

This song, "Viola Lion" is my obsession of the week. I can't seem to stop listening to it. I think it's because of the lyrics. I don't really know how to explain them, but they really speak to me. There's a line in the song that goes; "Diamond, diamond are you all in the sky? I can't believe all of these beautiful lies. As they surround me, I will take a photograph of the sky."  

Ugh...Gets me Every. Single. Time.

Well, that's all I have for now. I'm sorry this was so dull. I'm not feeling my best today, or even for the past week, for that matter. I hope you all have an amazing weekend! Happy Friday! <3 xoxo

From Worse, To Worse? ;

Well, all good things must come to an end...Ha, just kidding; But, if there is someone in your life that you know is dragging you behind, do you really want to keep them in your life? My answer is NO! I had this friend. He was the only gay guy I could tolerate being around in this town, because the rest of them annoy me; Anyways, we became friends last year, around October. I helped him come out of the closet, by letting him know that not everyone's opinion matters. So, eventually, he came to his senses, & decided to not be afraid anymore. Well, we've been best friends ever since...That is, until about a month ago. Myself, my boyfriend, and my three best friends all decided to have a little party of our own. Well, while Me, my boyfriend, & one of my friends went to the store, David (that's his name) & another friend became close in the time. I guess they got really close, and it seemed that after that day, they were obsessed with each other...Like, literally. One person would post something on Facebook, & the very next second, the other would "like" it. I mean, okay, that didn't bother me all that much, but it's when he completely stopped talking to me for about a week. Eventually, I asked him why he was mad at me, and he began to explain that I never include him in anything that I do, blah blah blah. & My other friend felt the same way...Ugh, I'm ranting. Long story, short; All of that turned into everyone accusing the next person of talking about them, and now it's a huge mess. Him & I are no longer friends, & the other friend of mine is quickly sliding out of the picture as well. That brings me to about...4 important people I've lost from my life, in the past 2 months. Ugh, am I doing something wrong? Blah, I hope this is a good week...I could use it.

Best Friends;

Hey everyone! Go take a look at my best friend's blog! :) She's pretty awesome, and her blog is so beautiful! If you like cooking, then she's the girl to go to <3

http://sweetlikegeorgiapeaches.blogspot.com/

Snow Day ;

Ahhh, today is so relaxing! My best friend & I are sitting here, in lazy clothes, listening to amazing acoustic music; & what better day to do it on, then on a snow day? We were let out of school early, because of a snow storm, & now we're inside a warm house (: 

Even though it's beautiful, the snow is so pretty! ♥

Happy Friday, everyone! Be safe, & warm ♥

Rampage! ;

I've had a terrible last couple days. Legit. Yesterday, it was a good day, until my old best friend started talking sh*t about/to me. Then he & I started to figure things out, and just when I thought my day was getting better, my boyfriend turns into a grouch! So I'm sitting with him, at my best friends house, all grumpy, then he gives me a kiss, which makes things better.. So, my best friend, he, & I are all going to go to the city last night, and of course, that gets ruined! My grandpa is being his usual drunk self, and tells me no, and gets all pissy with me...So of course, my whole night is ruined! So, I think of it as something that I'll get over in an hour or so; WRONG. I get home, and my grandparents are sitting there, demanding everything out of me. Keep in mind, that it's 11 at night. So while I'm doing all this cleaning, they're sitting on their asses, in our living room, talking up a storm about me. So, I just go to sleep...I wake up this morning, hoping for a good day, and my grandparents are already making my brothers scrub the freaking house from top to bottom (not really, but it makes the story intense ;) & I'm barely awake, and my grandpa starts yelling at me to clean the kitchen...So I'm doing dishes, laundry, re-arranging everything, putting things up, vacuuming,  & all this stuff, & I hear my grandpa say "I can't wait til they move out." UHM, hello?! I'm right here! I clean everything in the house, literally every day, & you have the nerve to say that you can't wait til I leave!? Ugh...I really hope this day gets better, or I'm going to be one angry bird >:I

Pep Talk;

- - - -"Well, I didn't really do much. I think one of my biggest inspirations is Jeffree Star. He's definitely my idol, but like...it didn't start out with him. I started with my old idol, Davey Havok. I noticed he was a guy who looked good with make-up, and that's what I wanted, (at first!) so I started wearing eye liner and mascara. But that's as far as I wanted to go. Then in 7th grade, I was introduced to Jeffree, and I wanted everything he had. Hair, make-up, everything. But I didn't want to rip him off, so I didn't do anything. Plus, I wasn't "out" yet. So my freshman year, I started wearing this silver eye liner, and one day I put it ALL over my eye lid, and it looked like eye shadow. So, I started wearing eye shadow... & I guess one thing snow balled into another. It was very hard at first, but like...I wanted to be who I was. Now, with me , I don't want to be a female. I've never thought of getting a sex change. I've never even like...worn woman's underwear. Haha! I just like the idea of being able to have kind of an alter ego. Like...I can be a man, but at the same time, look like a chick. I don't consider myself a "tranny," or "drag queen." I consider myself David. That's it. I don't want to be "boy or girl," I'd rather be David."


- - - - This is what I told someone, when they asked how I became who I am. If ever, do I make it big in this world, these will be the words that spill from my lips. They seem very real to me. Happy Monday, everyone! xoxo